Friday, October 24, 2003 @10/24/2003 01:12:00 AM
YEAH! doNE... think i'm seriously lagging.. it's like years ago since ppl use blog.. but ya.. now then i start.. Hmm.. where should i start.. just bout 15 min ago.. discussing with zhiminh and joshua about relationship.. interesting.. nv know that the 3 of us can actually talk bout this.. anyway yup.. broke up almost one month liao... gone thru super low times.. i find all these stuffs ok.. as in.. ThAT's lIfe i guess.. going thru these shits are just part of life.. some think i still haven't gotten over him.. but i guess i have.. just that i dunno why i can't face up to him now.. so embarassing... nv thought it'll be so hard.. but yup.. it's just a matter of time.. i can do it! hope that we can go back to our "good friends" time where we can talk whatever cock we want.. so fun n carefree... but ya.. seems impossible now.. haf been trying to look happy at times when i totally feel like shit.. probably trying to deceive myself that i am happy and stuff.. don't really like to tell ppl bout my prob.. think they haf enuff problems.. dun wanna bother them with mine.. i shall handle it myself.. this month.. i broke down 3 times.. hmm.. at least i let it out.. felt much better after that.. must say this month is really a screwed up month.. promo.. pw.. breakup.. open hse stuff too.. Hmm.. i know there are some frenz out there who are willing to listen to my probs.. but somehow i choose to keep to myself.. it always seems to me that they will not understand what i'm going thru.. Despite of all these ya.. i think i shall stay happy... Life's like this.. accept it n move on i guess.. write too much alr... shall go zzzz..
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach