Thursday, February 26, 2004 @2/26/2004 07:42:00 PM
Class:
Got serious pms today.. slept too much yesterday i guess.. early morning wanna get green slip for nothing.. Must thank mr yit for bringing us out on the track for our one n only s41 civics walk.. that was rather refreshing.. hahaha.. econs was cool.. praeman wanted us to ans the questions down the row.. 10 min left.. my turn was coming soon n i didn't wanna answer that question (for whatever reason).. so zhiminh and i started asking questions so that our turn won't come.. LOl.. n yeah man.. we succeeded..! bell rang before we can answer.. computing another one.. solidworks is fun.. but that mrs tan ah.. 2 times alr.. my solidworks stuff got some problem.. n 2 times instead of helping me check out what's wrong.. she tell me to redo... (&#*($&#.. then lesson go so fast somemore.. how to redo.. but i did la.. dunno what's wrong with me this week.. can nv do my tutorial on time..lagging all the time.. lost during tutorials.. what's wrong with me man.. j2 alr.. not kicking my butt hard enough.. issit me or what but class seems to be getting more n more boring... i'm running out of topic with everyone.. sometimes i find myself asking some really stupid questions just to create conversation.. ya now to think of it.. i'm lousy at socialising... no wonder i can't create conversation.. whatever mavis.. whatever..
Bowling:
was really tired during yesterday training.. j2s bought a cake for the j1s to wish them all the best for their o's... pathetic response.. only my very kind tk bowler attempt to act touch and ya... that was the best response we got.. waste bowling fund.. to think that they will be so touched and like "awwwwww sho sweet".. we were wrong man.. lol.. training wasn't really that fruitful yesterday.. was sho sho tired.... victor told me i'm a really potential bowler but dunno why... "i screw it up right?" i completed his sentence... then he was like "ya.." lOL.. man... lol.. i screw my bowling up.. since sec3.. realised one thing.. uncle thomas coaches everyone now except me... hahah.. did i give him attitude? probably i did la.. or else why liddat.. ahh.. nvm.. there're uncle henry n auntie cat..going KL on the 12th for friendly with KL youth.. staying in 5-star hotel.. hahaha.. everything is damn song.. lol.. just that the j2 hafta bring some stuff to study there for our block test.. suppose to come out with the team line-up for girls.. headache.. lol..
You:
"why are we together when we can't do anything bout it?" this question made u drink 1/2 bottle of this dunno what 40% alcohol thing.. u suggested a breakup.. shocked.. then u called.. we tried to think bout solutions to it.. couldn't come out with any.. as time went by.. u got more drunk.. later.. dead drunk.. u mumbled to yourself.. hundreds of "i love you".. but u said "i'm only a toy to u" n "i'm only an atm to u".. man.. did i really treat u this way.. am i really at fault this time? slowly ur voice fade away.. heard some puking noise.. felt helpless.. thot u're gonna die.. msg manfred.. ask him what should i do.. he assured me u'll be fine.. ask u drink more water can alr.. heng i still see u in sch the next day... went bodyworld with u on sunday.. we saw a heart of a smoker... u were like "serious ah? so black?".. i casually asked "y? u smoke?".. u actually said yes.. once or twice a wk... that's not the U i thot i know.. i thought u are really someone who knows what u r doing n positive bout life n stuff.. i really respected u... when u told me u smoke.. i even had the thought of taking a puff.. wanna know how come someone like u actually try it.. this thought nv cross my mind when i see my father or even sam smoke.. but when u told me that.. oh man.. the thousands of "life is tough" u told me.. are guys really so weak inside..?
Miracle of the day: u wanted to send me home.. YEAH! not as if u nv send me home on sundays n stuff.. it's the first time u actually ask in school.. but.. again.. for whatever reason.. i rejected.. u've got a friend with u.. i mean u go home with him almost everyday.. i know him too.. by sending me home.. opportunity cost will be ur friend had to go home alone.. from my knowledge bout ur friend.. he's one person who is very dependent on friends.. that was partially why i ask u to go home with him i guess.. u seems very happy with him also.. =).. i'm different.. i go home by myself most of the time.. sometimes with vic or mel.. with u going back with me is just a bonus.. but u going back with ur friend have somehow turn to a "must".. heh.. if i tell u that u'll probably tell me "aiya don't care bout him la".. but it's ok! =).. glad bout ur offer..
i'm gonna say this.. not gonna give u up so easily this time.. i learnt my lesson.. not gonna make the same mistake anymore.. for all the flaws u have.... i keep on finding reasons to cover it up.. what's wrong with me.. that's seriously not the way mavis.. whatever..
Gonna eat dinner with wenting now.. Bye..
WE´RE NO STRANGERS TO LOVE
YOU KNOW THE RULES AND SO DO I
A FULL COMMITMENTS WHAT I´M THINKING OF
YOU WOULDN´T GET THIS FROM ANY OTHER GUY
I JUST WANNA TELL YOU HOW I´M FEELING
GOTTA MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND
NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP
NEVER GONNA LET YOU DOWN
NEVER GONNA RUN AROUND AND DESERT YOU
NEVER GONNA MAKE YOU CRY
NEVER GONNA SAY GOODBYE
NEVER GONNA TELL A LIE AND HURT YOU
WE´VE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR SO LONG
YOUR HEART´S BEEN ACHING, BUT
YOU´RE TOO SHY TO SAY IT
INSIDE WE BOTH KNOW WHAT´S BEEN GOING ON
WE KNOW THE GAME AND WE´RE GONNA PLAY IT
AND IF YOU ASK ME HOW I´M FEELING
DON´T TELL ME YOU´RE TOO BLIND TO SEE
NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP
NEVER GONNA LET YOU DOWN
NEVER GONNA RUN AROUND AND DESERT YOU
NEVER GONNA MAKE YOU CRY
NEVER GONNA SAY GOODBYE
NEVER GONNA TELL A LIE AND HURT YOU
NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP
NEVER GONNA LET YOU DOWN
NEVER GONNA RUN AROUND AND DESERT YOU
NEVER GONNA MAKE YOU CRY
NEVER GONNA SAY GOODBYE
NEVER GONNA TELL A LIE AND HURT YOU
(GIVE YOU UP
GIVE YOU UP)
NEVER GONNA GIVE, NEVER GONNA GIVE
(GIVE YOU UP)
NEVER GONNA GIVE, NEVER GONNA GIVE
(GIVE YOU UP)
WE´VE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR SO LONG
YOUR HEART´S BEEN ACHING, BUT
YOU´RE TOO SHY TO SAY IT
INSIDE WE BOTH KNOW WHAT´S BEEN GOING ON
WE KNOW THE GAME AND WE´RE GONNA PLAY IT
I JUST WANNA TELL YOU HOW I´M FEELING
GOTTA MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND
NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP
NEVER GONNA LET YOU DOWN
NEVER GONNA RUN AROUND AND DESERT YOU
NEVER GONNA MAKE YOU CRY
NEVER GONNA SAY GOODBYE
NEVER GONNA TELL A LIE AND HURT YOU
NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP
NEVER GONNA LET YOU DOWN
NEVER GONNA RUN AROUND AND DESERT YOU
NEVER GONNA MAKE YOU CRY
NEVER GONNA SAY GOODBYE
NEVER GONNA TELL A LIE AND HURT YOU
NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP
NEVER GONNA LET YOU DOWN
NEVER GONNA RUN AROUND AND DESERT YOU
NEVER GONNA MAKE YOU CRY
NEVER GONNA SAY GOODBYE
NEVER GONNA TELL A LIE AND HURT YOU
-Rick Astley, "Never gonna Give you Up"-