Wednesday, March 10, 2004 @3/10/2004 11:17:00 PM
Class:
totally crazy todae.. go ard poking ppl face.. laffing at my own lame jokes.. ppl keep asking me "mavis u too stressed ah?".. pengz.. haven't started studying yet lor.. how to stress.. got this feeling i won't do well for this coming block test.. been slacking.. like now.. still got time to write blog.. GP is bad.. got back my assignments.. haven't passed one yet.. damn demoralising la.. =(... dread gp now even though my GP teacher is chio.. lol.. still dunno whether should i retake chinse.. B3.. oral distinction.. i know i can do better.. that my reason for retaking.. but many of my friends tell me to drop.. telling me no point.. even mr yit say "concentrate on your gp".. haiya.. waiting for manfred to decide my fate.. if he retake then i retake.. but seems like he's not really keen in retaking.. haiz.. i'm fickle.. taking everything in life as a big joke.. things come n go.. i'm ok with it.. home visit today was wonderful.. think everyone thinks so too.. was uncomfortable at first.. was looking stupid.. waved at many of them n many just gave me the "huh" look.. some even don't look at me.. hahaha.. man.. talked to some of them.. a few makes me feel like i'm talking to the air.. lol.. there's this lady that keep giving all of us loads of high 5.. got to talk to this auntie.. hokkein.. challenging man.. lol.. keep "showing off" her jar of snacks.. talked some nonsense to her.. told her don't eat too much.. bad for health.. she was like "buey la buey la" *pengz*.. lol.. got down to 1st level.. went to this ward(is this the correct word to use?).. as usual.. wave ard.. talk to some air there.. then i found this auntie.. she spoke to me! wow.. talked to her.. ask her like what kinda songs.. lol.. teng li jun.. eileen n i were like let's sing her a song.. pengz.. forgot which song we sang.. but she sang along with us.. man.... achievement of the day.. make me feel so great that i offered to sing more songs.. even though i was singing out of tune*pengz*.. n yeah.. she sang along with us.. wonderful.. then the gp teacher came n join us.. then some arts fac ppl came to join us.. amazing.. can see she's having a great time.. =)told her i gotta go.. then she said she'll wait for me to go back... awwwwwwww... even though i know she'll not remember me.. i felt so touched.. =~~~~~( .. oh man.. maybe mr lian made the right choice by asking me to go for the home visit instead of training.. on our way back.. josh left himself out.. wonder what's wrong with him.. rather scary.. did i say anything wrong.. maybe kumar should "shorten" himself.. my neck had a hard time while talking to him on our way back... yit has been rather moody these days.. must be his children stuff.. n also we make things difficult for him la... lol..
Bowling:
Told iris that she n jean are forming another team with the KL team.. i hate to do this but i have to.. asked her a stupid question: r u ok with it? when i alr know the ans.. i mean if i were her.. i'm definitely not ok with it.. she told me she's rather disappointed.. but she's ok with it.. alamak.. yesterday i told jean bout it also.. her reply got me a lil guilty.. "i'm not too happy about it but if ttz required of me.. yeah.. i'm ok with it." oh man.. seriously i hate to leave both of them out.. esp iris.. she's one of the most committed j1 bowler in bowling.. she's a nice girl.. but i have to make a choice.. i don't wanna leave any of the j2s out as this is our last year.. yet i don't wanna leave the j1s out also.. for those who know me will know that i hate to make choices.. it's always "A" or "B"??? sigh.. after cip went to collect my ball.. iris came up to me n told me "mavis, i hit 174 avg today.. bowled a 205 game today.. still cannot beat what u bowled the other day.. i'm aiming to bowl better than u.. jean n i alr decide to train hard n prove ourselves." oh man...... that was the best thing i can hear after a long day.. that's very sweet of her.. very happy for her.. gave her a hug.. wonderful! happy to have a junior like her.. hahahh.. clara n mel also came to gimme a hug when i came.. is like awwwwww so sweet.. not really excited bout the kl trip.. man.. todae lian gave us a things-to-bring list.. one of them is "books to study".. $&@*#&$*$.. must remind me right.. lol..
You:
man.. not gonna see u for 4 days.. it's just 4 days.. wat's wrong with me.. not even 4 days.. 3+days.. gonna bring the sheep u bought for me there... heh.. u're wonderful.. except that u r a super duper MCP.. days i spent with u are wonderful.. heh.. there're a few girls who are interested in u.. instead of feeling threaten.. i think i'm the luckiest girl.. haf such a wonderful guy(back by popular demand) by me.. think u've gone thru quite a lot.. nearly lost a friend becos of me, feeling guilty becos of me... btw.. pls don't be paranoid.. cos those who u think one ah.. are totally impossible.. my mind is filled with u u n u.. man.. i'm real lucky.. didn't know all along the bbq u told me is the first ever bbq we had.. thought was the most recent one.. man...... but that time i was only a crush though.. lol.. =).. u're simply wonderful.. thankful for everything.. thanks.. p/s: hope i didn't bore u to death on the phone.. =)
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