Thursday, April 08, 2004 @4/08/2004 01:15:00 AM
Bowling:
Everything is good now.. feel motivated... all training hard... wow.. never feel so good for a very long time alr.... just that the team line up seems rather stressful.... nobody knows anything yet.. so we shall all train hard..
You:
oh man... i'm paranoid.. unsure if u didn't receive my msg or u dun wanna reply (busy).. but it really makes me feel a bit *ouch*.. didn't really feel well today... feel like going over to talk to u... but it seems like there is this "imaginary wall" that is blocking me from talking to u.... it's like most of the time in sch i want to talk to u.. budden the "wall" in front of u will pop out the question "Should i?".. n most of the time i didn't go ahead.. why??.. i thought i am fine with it... but dunno why today.. i just felt very frustrated.. aren't u my boyfriend.. why must i do this? maybe i'm expecting too much... Sunday is the one n only day i can really talk to u.. To be frank.. i only feel like i'm really with u on Sundays.. In school.. almost strangers.. just a normal hi bye friend.. but actually this one we also can't help it... i mean... u should know right... sometimes i don't wanna say all these because i don't wanna add extra burden on u.. sometimes just when i wanna say all my unhappiness out.. the sight of u makes me forget whatever i wanted to say and somehow i just wanna enjoy that few moments with u n not ruin it by saying all these.. sometimes.. when i finally say it out.. u agree n ask me How?? if i know how i won't have to tell u right.. i mean.. solutions will have to work out tog n not just like asking me how.... arggg... i'm saying all these not because i wanna break up or whatsoever.. i'm just saying how i feel right now.. by the time u read this i may or may not haf told u bout it.. but ya.. i'm just finding a place where i can spill it all out... will feel better this way.. Still i wanna thank u for everything man.. shall go for another round of drinks soon.. shiok.. btw.. hope u keep your promise.. heh.. time to sleep!!!!!! good nite!!!!!!!! i'm feeling so much better now~ =)
Imagine that your heart would beat for me
you know that I'm waiting patiently
till you're by my side
every day; every night
baby you're the one I need can't you see
you know my heart is beating just for you
baby I don't seem to find the clue
to be by your side
every day and every night
but I feel my heart is aching without you
Maybe I'll be the one
if you want me here to stay
Maybe I'll be the one
to guide you all the way
No I'm never gonna hurt you
you're always on my mind
and I'll be the one untill the end of time
Sure there is a way for you and me
together and forever it will be
I'll be by your side
every day and every night
but I'll feel my heart is aching without you
Maybe I'll be the one
if you want me here to stay
Maybe I'll be the one
to guide you all the way
No I'm never gonna hurt you
you're always on my mind
and I'll be the one until the end of time
-Trademark, "I'll be the one"-