Thursday, July 22, 2004 @7/22/2004 07:44:00 PM
How in the world did i say sorry.. How can ppl take things for granted to such a scary extent? How can ppl complain bout about present that ppl bought for them? we can jolly well don't buy it.. why did i stupidly buy it when at the end.. my sincerity to go n get the present was not appreciate and i get complains about the present and the receiver said he/she felt like rejecting it.. it it total madness.. i was angry.. angry with myself for being stupid enough to actually taking up the task of buying present.. ppl now expect u to know that he/she got exactly the same thing and hence.. they have the right to reject it.. what in the worlD??! n when i kindly apologise.. what i get was "say sorry now also no use.".. WHAT THE CRAP!! by then.. i was suffocated... shocked that there is actually such ppl.. bloody hell.. it's a present alright?! u DON'T expect present from people even if u got one for them.. MADness.. ya.. so i know "it's the thought that counts" don't always work all the time.. Crazy.. ppl expect their presents to be something he or she likes.. not as if we didn't thought of it and then buy.. we thought they need the present.. n guess what.. we thought it's a good iDea.. n guess what we get in turn.. NOTHING.. CRAP! who in the blue hell do they think they are.. QUEEN n KINGS?! CRAZY.. I'm totally shocked n taken aback by what happened.. HOW IN THE blue hell did it happen? if they don't appreciate our effort taken to get the pressie, JUST TOO BAD YA?! they don't have to tell us "hey, did u check the 'present' before u get it? it has a stain on it?! n it's too smalL? n u know that i have exactly the same black one (HOW THE BLUE HELL DO I KNOW?!) why u still buy that for me? i really feel like rejecting it..." WADDA??!!! talk until like so justified that we are at fault to buy such a lousy present for theM?! OH MAN! what is this world coming to? even if u don't like it.. at least APPRECIATE the effort we had taken to get it for u.. or maybe this is the 21st century where ppl don't appreciate ur gifts.. n i'm living in the "GOLDEN AGE" of the 20th century.. i was suffocating...... until now... i dunno how to tell these ppl when they don't realise that they themselves are bloody hell at fault, thinking that they are the ones suffering from getting such a lousy present.. how to tell.. like "HEY.. who do u think u ah? we go get present for u still complain?" i dunno how to open my big mouth.. all i can do is to say "SORRY" (i was crazy to apologise) and burst out in tears when i left.. thank God i have some close friends in bowling n him.. or else.. i dunno.. when they suddenly ask u... "who went to buy the present huh?" the first thing that crossed my mind was "oooh.. they appreciate the effort we took to buy.. so they're gonna thank me.." but what i got was just.. CRAP! even until now.. i bet they think that i felt so bad that i got the WRONG present from them n so i looked a bit down.. it's just amazing how i meet these ppl.. just make me see a clearer pic of the world (over-generalizatioN?).. thinking that it is justified for them to complain bout other ppl when they themselves are at fault.. i felt quite bad to buy e things that they don't like.. but if they come out with these total CRAP bout how lousy the present is... piangz.. i'm vindicated then.. i got lotsa tutorials to do n i am still here blogging..
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