Tuesday, July 06, 2004 @7/06/2004 06:59:00 PM
Sian... Went to school with this mindset that yeah.. it's a new semester.. new start.. i even clear my file.. can u believe it.. yup.. happily went to school today.. first thing in class kena saboed.... palmy tried to scare me with some fake rubber lizard n i really scream... paiseh man.. but ya la.. quite funny though.... GP.. discussion.. those who are in my group are damn poor thing.. i don't contribute ideas.. i tried.. but somehow i know that they are redundant.. i mean my grp mates will probably go like "DUH!!".. yup so basically we were quiet.. doing our own analysis.. do until damn bored.. then decided to gossip.. was asking indra about nanda's friendster pic thing.. rather loud i guess.. then indra like say say a bit.. i turn over.. ms ho was near me... dunno was she listening not.. but bet she heard la.. again.. e consequence of being kaypo.. she probably thinks that i'm bloody good-for-nothing gp idiot.. n i am.. dunno why but i just have this feeling that she doesn't haf a good impression of me.. n that kinda pisses me off.. but why let it affect me right.. wadddda.. nvm..still feeling enthu bout the start of new semester.. during physics lecture yiwei threw the lizard on me again.. heng this time i calm.. lol.. decided to sabo victor.. threw the lizard on his paper.. he got a shock of his life n kinda freak out.. then ppl ard was laffing at his reaction.. felt really bad la.. like let ppl laff at him kinda thing.. got apologise to him after that.. cos b4 that i pinched him until super pain (according tohim).. but that is to make up for those time (which means all the time) he suan me..oh then came computing.. first time i followed his lesson almost thru out the whole 2 periods.. managed to execute the program.. it's been a long time since there's 0 error 0 warning..k la.. quite motivated then.. OOP coursework.. hmm.. we'll see.. heard kahmeng n hirman gonna sell their source code at 10 bucks.. PENGZ.. then........ MATHS! to be honest i kinda look forward to this period cos we would be taking back our test paper.. Maths has been my "forte" for the past 1.5 yrs.. as in i score the best for maths out of the 4 subj.. k.. now u know how bad my results are.. as i thought.. kwan gave us back our paper.. when i saw my marks.. i stoned for about 5secs.. WHAT HAPPENED!! 44%!! in my mind i was like "what the................" k la.. to be honest again.. i expected bout high 50 to about low 60.. after that i really sian diao..not even close to pass.. counted my careless mistake.. could haf gotten at least 52 instead..... siannnnn.. really sian la....MATHS LEH!!!! k la.. to conclude.. Maths paper ruin my day.. totally ruin lor.. felt like crying lor.. but like i suddenly thought of my parents.. imagine they know i cry over a maths paper.. they'll be like "aiya.. cry for what?"... yeah exactly.. cry for what.. lol..but sian la.. after maths i totally sian liao.. physics was ok.. still fail section C.. but what's new.. ho was going thru the paper n like asking "who make this mistake?" then i was like aiya.. just raised up my hand.. k i was the only one.. i checked my paper n realise that i didn't make that mistake.. but too lazy to tell him i got it right.. so ya la.. just let him go on bout my 'mistake'.. it's amazing how ppl know that i was just entertaining him.. school oVER! i was like wanna go home as in take e same bus as him.. but like.. he probably wanna go home with his friend.. n he thought that i probably going home with my friends.. k la.. n the story goes on...... in the end we took the same bus.. n his friend who he used to go home with everyday was there.. n guess what.. we took the same bus..... i could haf just took 100 to commonwealth n he could have gone home with his friend... why i so selfishhhhhhh.. i chose to go home with him n his friend was left alone.. on the same bus.. he looked as though like so caught up between his friend n i.. felt so bad..booooo... when i boarded the bus.. i was like thinking of turn back n take 100 instead..then he didn't hafta so wei nan n i won't feel so bad n his friend will be accompanied.. not like i haven't been seeing him for a long time it's like i went out with him 2 out of e 4 days off i had.. why am i still like "sticking" to him...he needs social life too, girl!! k la.. after that i didn't feel good at all.. on my way back home on the train wenting msg me for coffee.. yup started complaining to her bout my day.. how selfish i was to him n his friend..blah blah.. n she was just like "it's just a bus ride.. think it's the maths paper that screw ur mind up".. yeah hOR?! that's rather true.. it's just a bus ride.. why i think until soooooo much... sometimes friends are just so powerful.. they can wake up ur ideas instantly.. seriously ah.. the more bitchy they are.. the more powerful they are in waking ur ideas up.. lorraine n wenting are 2 living examples.. LOL.. these 2 will always make me go like 'yeah hOR??'.. lol.. I NEED SELF DISCIPLINE! *kebish* what am i still doing here.. DO HW!! *poof* oh wait.. i think jessica simpson should stop singing cover version~ =P this song is rather nice i guess.. Oh my msg for my sis.. eh can u stop acting like u read everything on my blog.. just act like u know nothing ya? makes me less uncomfortable.. thanks!
Made a meal and threw it up on Sunday I`ve -
Got a lot of things to learn
Said I would and I believe in one day -
Before my heart starts to burn
So what's the matter with you?
Sing me something new... don't you know
The cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away
Times are hard when things have got no meaning
I've found a key upon the floor
Maybe you and I will not believe in the things we find
Behind the door
So what's the matter with you?
Sing me something new... don't you know
That cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away
Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows, yeah, nobody knows the way it's gonna be
If you're leaving will you take me with you
I'm tired of talking on my phone
There is one thing I could never give you
My heart will never be your home
So what's the matter with you?
Sing me something new... don't you know
That cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away
Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows, yeah, nobody knows the way it's gonna be
The way it's gonna be, yeah
Baby, I can see, yeah... don't you know
That cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away
Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand By Me - nobody knows, yeah, God only knows the way it's gonna be
-"Stand By Me", Oasis-