Friday, October 08, 2004 @10/08/2004 10:42:00 PM
It's strange.. i'm feeling rather sad that this is kinda the "last day" of
school.. feel that i'm gonna miss 03S41.. Maybe i should learn from mr yit.. stand behind the class and sing for the class.. then i shall sing "graduation-friends forever" hahaha.. despite the boring days i have these days... i still miss sa very much.. this is so funny.. i've never regretted coming to sa despite those very low times i had.. this is amazing.. Hmmm.. Sometimes i think that i'm unconsciously sad... 2 nights ago.. something funny happened.. was tired.. just lying on my bed..slept for five min liddat.. my sis woke me up.. was soooo tired.. n guess what.. just as i put myself to sleep i sang the song "Always" by Bon Jovi.. that's so funny.. i nv dare to look at e
photos in my wallet since 2 wks ago.. Whenever i think about it at night.. i tell myself that i'm tired and i go to sleep.. been sleeping at 9 or 10 these days.. nv get my work done at
home..it's funny.. even my dreams change.. they no longer are as ideal as b4.. now.. the most recent one which is yesterday night turned out to be a rather sad one(something quite similar to what happened).. When to watched the jackie chan's
movie today.. think for me i only use $6 of the
tickets.. the other $2.50 i was distracted by my thoughts.. memories flashed back.. it's really funny how all these happened.. do i miss it? i don't want to... David Yeo got voted out... toot.. this is getting out of hand.. thinking of voting next wk... or else that jerry n christopher ah... aiyo... sylvester is great.. daphne too.. this is a nice song..
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong,
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud,
But no one hears you screamin?
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more,
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabs you in the back
You might think I'm happy, but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work, it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
Welcome to my life
-Simple Plan, "Welcome to my life"-