Monday, March 14, 2005 @3/14/2005 09:21:00 PM
i can't help but to show my disappointment.. he didn't wanna come out tml for our 1 yr 1 mth.. he doesn't wanna meet up.. i told him to talk to me when he's ready then.. he just told me to take care.. sigh.. am i really totally at fault.. all i can think of now is that i'm always the one who make the first move to talk to him.. he doesn't bother or appreciate it.. i'm not a normal gf.. neither is he.. he doesn't msg me all the time like other bfs do.. he doesn't fetch me from work or anywhere else to send me home like normal bfs do.. he doesn't make the first move or even try to pacify me like other bfs do.. he doesn't see the significant of celebrating anniversary like some other bfs do.. but all of the above i managed to cover up with reasons.. he doesn't msg me all the time cos he doesn't wanna disturb or distract me (although i seriously want him to msg me all the time).. he doesn't fetch me from work or anywhere else because he wants me to spend time with friends and it's probably too far.. reasonable.. he doesn't make the first move cos he is brought up in that way.. he doesn't see the significant of celebrating anniversary because he is just a simple man (n i appreciate his "simpleness").. ok.. so what now.. confused..
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