Friday, March 18, 2005 @3/18/2005 10:16:00 PM
i hate to admit it.. but i'm regretting what i've said.. but i guess for now we both need a break from one another..but somehow i still hope to know what's going on in his life.. i msged him.. and asked him out.. guess this is a very 'loser' move by me.. initiate it & ask him out.. call me selfish.. i just wanna see him b4 he goes back into camp.. i'm no longer his special someone.. i wonder if other ppl do that.. ok.. just talked to lorraine.. she asked me to salvage it.. she scolded me as well not cherishing someone like him.. i just kept telling her it's too late.. i'd alr said it.. i mean.... it'll be unfair to him.. Lorraine said i think too far.. For now.. i hope i could have taken back my words... yet i think he should find someone better.. someone who will cherish him more than i do... i really really do love him.. tht's why i thought i should let him go.. i can't let him realise how much i love him.. i dunno whether he still have confident in this relationship or not.. whatever it happens.. i really hope we can still be friends cos i don't wanna lose touch with him.. and i hope he can be happy.. Finally.. For now & future.. i will still love him...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach