Saturday, March 12, 2005 @3/12/2005 12:56:00 AM
wow.. i'm back... after a few months.. was away to kinda supposedly study for a's.. now i'm back.. B B C D C5.. it wasn't as bad as i thought i guess.. i passed computing & gp! but when i start comparing with ppl around me.. i'm nothing.. lol.. but heck man.. there's only biz management in my mind now.. engineering is really not my cup of tea.. applying for all 3 Us.. think all 3 are as good.. each has their pros & cons.. hopefully at least one will accept me..
SO.. after A's i basically slack for 1-2 wks.. xiuyun's agent found a job at Ricoh(S) Pte Ltd at SIS building(leng kee road).. but the agent required 3 ppl.. so she asked anli & i to join.. $6/hr including CPF.. not too bad.. Co. going thru parallel running (old & new system)<- learnt that in comp.. so need us.. it was TOTALLy data entry for the entire 2 months.. not forgetting filing after finished typing.. very routine & super boring.. even peeps like me find it boring.. that means it's REAL boring.. ur brain practically go x_x.. been counting down to e end of 2 mths.. no one said anything bout extending e contract until e last day of contract.. when i alr book all my driving lessons e next wk.. so of cos i said no.. HR:"ok.. i understand". anli also didn't continue her contract cos she didn't like office work.. she told AGM.. AGM:"OK. No prob.. All the best & thanks!".. so next day anli & i went shopping.. met her on the train, she was talking on e phone.. found out it's e agency calling her up to renew contract.. nxt minute.. the agency called me up: "i heard from cindy(HR) u didn't go to work today" i was like "HUH?!!!!!! i told her that i'm not coming today because i've alr made plans & the renewal came too late" Agency went on & on bout doing a proper hand over but since my work is on a daily basis.. there's nothing to hand over.. (OK.. before i continue.. my stand: i don't wanna go back & work.) & the fact is that: they tell us bout the renewal of our contracts one day b4.. & they expect us to be able to commit.. Agency was like "don't make things diff for me la".. "do a proper hand over then ppl will think u're responsible ma".. slowly as they get fed up.. ".. i don't wanna to be forced to blacklist u" *#&$#@*(&$@.. threatened us.. i just keep quiet & tell her i'll give her an ans in a while time.. plus she asked me to persuade anli.. so i was like telling anli what happened.. she got pissed.. she called back.. anli was firm man.. reasoning out to her politely.. at the same time mouthing the "F" word to me.. Lol..eventually.. agency:"i've done all i can to ask u 2 to come back but failed.. fine.."(something liddat). Victory. but ultimately, it's e Ricoh HR fault.. tt day so nice tell me she understands then nxt day kb to agency.. fakers
moral of the story: HR sucks (eh. overgeneralization)
Went for my driving lessons.. slack for a while.. kahlin told me her dept looking for temp staff.. went down for interview & started work immediately(yesterday).. Dairy Farm- in charge of cold storage, shop & save, giant, 7-11, etc.. i'm in Cold storage dept.. n guess what............. i'm in HR dept.. BLEAH!
had quite a cool bday this yr.. celebrated with lorraine & khadi.. went to hard rock cafe.. cool place.. got a band there to sing for us.. nice! just a cosy gathering cum celebration that i will not forget :) thanks lorraine & khadi! next day celebrated with xy anli & khalin.. when crystal jade for dinner.. then nydc for a mini surprise.. they alr ordered a cake then a guy brought in.. knew the surprise beforehand as it was way too obvious.. didn't tell them until everything was over.. there's this nydc staff whom all of us thought was rather cute.. so i got sabotaged to take foto with him.. win alr..but overall it was cool.. really appreciate their effort to take me out for a celebration.. cake was yummy.. thanks to anli xy & kahlin too!
things between us have always been a rollercoaster ride but it's a ride that we have taken sooooo tooo many times that we can anticipate what'll happen nxt.. goes liddat.. =D =) =| =( =~( =( =| =) =D.....(cont') sometimes more =)..sometimes more =~(.. but when we get depressed.. i really feel like crap.... i'll keep asking myself WHY WHY WHY.. what should i do.. i really hate to go thru it.. at times i tell myself "don't care bout him.. just do whatever i want" but the more i try to think that way.. the more i can't.. that's super frustrating.. however, "not everyday is sunday"(according to policeman samuel lai).. i cannot be asking for =D all the time.. even when we are able to anticipate what will happen nxt.. we don't know what to do..... that's the WHOLE problem........ but nonetheless.. despite all these s**t.. i still love him as much.. i mean.. he's the 1st miracle in my life.. okok 2nd.. 1st is my sec2 national schools championship.. this relationship really makes me believe in miracles.. he's become my role model in some aspects of life.. i want him to be happy.. but seems like i can't make that happen.. i'm selfish.. he wants peace(UN) but i can't help but create some chaos (terrorist).. UN vs terrorists.. hah.. it was a day ago that i was =~(.. hours ago that i was =(.. hour ago that i was =).. u geddit? =P
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach