Monday, February 06, 2006 @2/06/2006 06:25:00 PM
I am feeling paranoid. I shouldn't let this thing affect me so much. I think about all the time. I feel guilty, bad about disappointing people who trusted me to take care of myself, and it feels like my reputation is gone(if i ever have one). Ahhhhh... Stop thinking/brooding about it, misstan! Move on and get a life! Nonetheless, I must thank (X 10000000) those people who helped in each and any way. My sis n friends. Hey sis, hope ur backache ok alr. Goon and HB: SORRY!!!! and THANKS!!!!!! i really feel bad. Thanks to people who tried to convince me that it was no big deal. Actually I was slowly getting over it but don't know why once i stepped back to TH, I feel like shit again.
So, my 20th bday was spent liddat. Still, i must thank those people who actually made it a point to celebrate my bday. Thanks a million, people! and those who wished me at the strike of 12.. SO SWEET!! didn't expect some of my juniors to remember my bday. Thanks anli xy ahkah ah vic and kevin for the super nice watch.. I really like it!! Thanks lijun huibin cherylene angela rendy for hanging out with me on my bday, I'm sure we have a memorable day. :P Thanks anthea and jiting for planning a wonderful steamboat for me. I totally enjoyed it! Thanks Uncle Jansen for coming back at the right time and calling me at the right time for a dinner, although he didn't know that day was my bday. Thanks wenting for the sooooooo pretty ring and the cooool cuff (or issit call bracelet?). it's so nicee! Last but definitely Not Least, Thanks Ma, Sis and Pa for the Zen Neeon! I want one!! thanks! Oh yes! THankS Mr manfred sam for the present all the way from m'sia.. though I don't know what is it yet..
THANKS PEOPLE. I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU ALL!!! and really appreciate it man.. :) paiseh. I need to thank 2 more persons.. 2 of my aunties who gave me extra angbao! THANKS!
I still can't get my kayak straight... went ard cutting people's path.. When Jul and I finally kinda got it right, steady, all of a sudden our boat was 90 degrees off the correct direction again. Maybe i was too excited. It's time to get things right... The DB reunion lunch was great I thought. Good food and Boon Chin managed to bargain for a lower price with free flow rice and drinks. Had quite a good time talking nonsense with my table peeps. Got the all the troubles off my head.
Mid term is coming so sooN!!! Now then i realised! I gotta buck up!! But sounds quite stupid to me.. Sch just started not long ago and Mid term break is coming???
Time for dinner and then campus superstar(is it today?) then pia!!
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