Tuesday, July 04, 2006 @7/04/2006 01:01:00 AM
I thought we put on a good fight. I don't know whether this sounds right or not. But I think I'm not disappointed. We came so far. From nothing. I never thought we can make such a great improvement. N it's not as if we lag them by alot. Used to be 9 secs for 500m during penang. Now it's 3 secs for 1000m race. I don't like losing to them. This entire year, we've been losing to them. Talking to Wenting. Told her we lost to them. and I just went "haiz. it's over." She told me "it's not over. you've got next yr, next next yr..." It just knocked some sense into me. like "oh ya!" Like what I said during debrief. I thank each and single one of u in the team. Cos each and single one of u taught me something. To pesevere, stay positive, to go beyond myself.... yes, you all kept me going. Although I have to say I'm not very very close to you all, I'm real glad to have known you gurls. and yes, I do love the team. There's so many people that I wanna row for not just the team, but my parents (my dad always asks me to eat more cos he says db used up alot of energy.. my mum let me off (from helping out) early when i have trainings) n my sis (try to helpout everytime when i have trainings or competitions), my friends, esp those who listens to my whining after trainings.. Wenting esp too!. Through this race, I learnt I lack something: Mental strength.
To Kevin Chua: Thanks for coming down to watch the races for the past 2 days. Thanks for the voodoo doll. Thanks for all the "jiayous". Thanks for being patient with me, for waiting. Thanks for being there for me. :)
I'm so thankful to everyone. The team. Sir Nasiman. Family. Friends. For going through this journey with me.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach